Have you ever been in a crowded room and felt all alone? I’ve had that feeling a few times over the past week even though I’ve been surrounded by awesome people.
The feelings came mostly in the beginning and now closer to the end of our company meetup.
To me it means a few things. The first is that I’m more of an introvert than I even thought I was. Next, drinking and partying late into the night isn’t who I am anymore, I just don’t fit in, likely because of the introversion. Time to stop pretending that’s who I am I guess.
The last and probably biggest reason is that I’m away from my family who I love and miss very much. As much as for the most part I’ve loved this week, I’m really looking forward to getting home to them soon.